To say you would always be there;
To say you would always love me,
To say you would always guide me,
To say I believe I could open myself up,
It was all a lie!
To think you were real
But your intention was evil,
To think you told me the truth,
To think you wouldn’t think bad of me,
It was all a lie!
Your first loving glance,
Your expressions,
It was all a lie!
You thought you are not less than a king
But you are not less than a traitor
You made me feel like
someone was there,
You made me feel special,
By your fake smile,
It was all a lie!
You made me feel better,
You made me feel like a lover,
As our love will live forever
But it was all a lie!
You left,
Left me in pieces
I still can’t believe it,
It’s too hard to breathe right now
Your love was like water..never dry
But now it only looks like a muddy pond
You made me feel worthless,
You didn’t feel what you have done,
You just acted normally,
I saw your love from side to side
And got to know you were,
nothing more than a big lie.

Thoughts
Not every first sight love is real love. I always waiting for him. By saying not everyone deserves me. There must be someone special waiting for me. Someone who can care, understand, forget all my minor mistakes and always keep our love forever and never let it dry because of someone else and never let me go.
He was not for me, I never realized until I lose him. Know that someone must be waiting out there. I was struck with a love that was never mine. And came to know that it was nothing more than an affection and more than a big lie which I was living for years. Now my emotions are stronger and clear. Because my love has no limit, no colors, and no race